What will today bring?

6 Feb

The post-anaesthetic fog is finally lifting.  Geez, it’s been heavy this time, I’ve really felt like a zombie.  I can’t blame too much pain relief because all I’ve been taking is Panadol and Nurofen.

Despite my less-than-clear mindset, I’ve been doing a lot of reading on Infiltrating Ductal Carcinoma, radiation and tamoxifen.

It’s…well, disturbing!  Google has changed the world, but some of the posts/forums are just downright scary.  I’ll put my professional hat on again and stick to the trusted .org or .gov.au, evidence-based facts rather than commentary.  Everyone’s different.

I expect my list of questions for Dr D, the Radiation Oncologist and Medical Oncologist won’t please them – but their job is not about making people happy – it’s about keeping them alive.

I’m looking forward to seeing him.  Everything changed three weeks ago.  I wonder if he ever thought that would or could happen.  It has been pretty full on.  I’m glad I have the confidence and comfort in my ‘team’, it would be a truly awful situation if I didn’t.

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