REALLY – you want me to go there?

8 Jul
Okay – here they are, warts and all.
People keep asking what is the worst side effect?
Seriously – it depends on what time of day it is, what emotional state I’m in, whether I’m really hungry, cold, tired etc.
Here are some;
WEAKNESS
TEMPERATURES
HOT FLUSHES
CHILLS
MEDICAL MENOPAUSE
EMOTIONAL
MOOD SWINGS
EVERYTHING HURTS – BONES (so hard to describe an intense almost bone-crushing pain), MUSCLES, EYES, THROAT, BACK OF NECK
ULCERATED MOUTH, LIPS, NOSE – sometimes eyes…
WEIGHT OF MY CHEST WHEN I LIE DOWN
HEART RACING
SHORTNESS OF BREATH
BEING WIRED FROM STEROIDS & UNABLE TO SLEEP DESPITE EXTREME FATIGUE
NERVOUS TO SHOWER WITHOUT SOMEONE HERE TO PICK ME UP
METAL MOUTH
VOMITING
NAUSEA
CAN’T KEEP ANYTHING DOWN
SMELL OF FOOD MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE
CONSTIPATION (not like just being ‘clogged’ – not one bit of your digestive system wants to co-operate)
GREY SKIN
SUNKEN, BLACK EYES
BLOOD NOSE
TENDER SCALP
BALDNESS (+ other hair loss)
PAINFUL FINGERTIPS and TOES
FRUSTRATION
EXHAUSTION
LOOKING LIKE A GHOST
SICK OF LYING AROUND
SICK OF FEELING SICK
SICK OF DAYS PASSING
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