I’m glad I made use of the time I had before heading back to Pindara Private Hospital. It turned out to be quite a fun day in the scheme of things (punctuated by some of those ‘reality check’ moments) and keeping my mind occupied certainly helped curb the anxiety.
Operation #2
20 Jun
Getting ‘plastered’
18 Jun
I was well aware of the seriousness of the second operation – but a sense of humour certainly helps.
My surgery was booked for late afternoon, so I had plenty of time to kill.
Given the fact I had to fast from 10am, I decided to rally the troops (family, friends, current/former workmates etc.) and have a nice big brekky at a local restaurant. Not only did it mean I went into hospital very well nourished, but I had some good quality ‘laugh’ time with them – while it didn’t hurt to laugh!
They all thought I was completely bonkers by booking a session to be ‘cast’. Yes – here’s the proof.
My dear Mum walked in to find me clad only in my underwear, with two bits of glad wrap over my nipples (to protect the still-stitched scars from the first operation).
My simple reasoning was that as Dr D worked to remove the cancer from my right breast that afternoon, I knew my ‘bust’ would never look the same again..
We’ve picked up some changes…
18 Jun
Three days after my initial surgery, was the follow-up consultation with Dr D. We weren’t expecting anything more serious from the pathology, so there was no obvious reason to be dreading what he might say, however my beautiful little dog signalled I needed to be prepared. As I got ready for the appointment she hopped up on my lap and ever so gently rested her head on my right breast. It was barely touching, but I wondered if her uncharacteristically sad and sympathetic eyes were a warning.
There was no “I’m sorry Kate – you’ve got cancer.” It was simply “we’ve picked up some changes.”
Those changes were DCIS, in the margins around the bigger lump in my right breast. As Paul tried desperately to take it all in, I went into ‘work mode’. The poor specialist was hit with a barrage of questions – “What do I need to know, what has to happen, who do I need to talk to, where do I need to go?”
Dr D asked repeatedly if I was okay, and commented that I was “very calm, and handling it very well considering.” He also asked how I felt. “Lucky” was the over-riding emotion and my immediate response. How incredibly lucky was I that he saw fit to remove the lumps in the first place. Had he not, those cells would not have been picked up at this early stage, but instead left to fester.
Operation #2 was booked for around a week later.
Operation #1
18 Jun
Gut Feeling
14 Jun
Put simply – it can be a life saver.
For well over 12 months I’d been back and forward to the GP – complaining of being tired. Not just the usual ‘had a full-on week at work, I’m zonked’ kind of exhaustion, but real fatigue.
Blood tests (plenty of them) returned nothing significant.
This may, or may not be related – the jury is still out. My gut feel, was that something wasn’t right.
In January – I noticed a lump in my left breast. Two Doctors later, I had a referral for an ultrasound. During examination the sonographer picked up a larger ‘mass’ in my right breast. My response was “it’s the wrong boob!” And – the lump I had felt (in my left breast) wasn’t showing up on the imaging, despite the fact the sonographer could feel it. He called in a Doctor and the Senior Radiologist. They could all feel it – but not find it with the machine.
Both GP’s I’d been to previously dismissed the ‘masses’ as nothing serious. “You’re only 31” they said. My point exactly. One refused point blank to send me for an FNA (Fine Needle Aspiration/biopsy) commenting “it’s just the imaging company trying to get the money for an unnecessary test.” I wanted it done, so went back to my family GP. It was done on the ‘big lump’ and came back as atypia – where cells are starting to become ‘abnormal’. A Mammogram and Core Biopsy followed. Although I wanted both lumps removed immediately, I was assured there was nothing to worry about. Another line I got was “the lumps don’t warrant the scarring.” Scarring! I hardly walk around with my boobs out! I resorted to begging, if for nothing more than peace of mind. No luck.
After vigorous discussion/debate with my husband Paul and others close to me, I stopped protesting at the lack of action on the boob front and agreed that yes ‘they’re the experts’ and surely if it was necessary, they’d recommend the lumps be removed. Still – that feeling in the pit of my stomach would not go away.
We’ve been trying to have a baby for years and had recently started another round of IVF treatment. I got two days into a cycle and called the IVF people to initiate the next phase. They knew of the lumps and asked if they’d been removed. When I said “no, no-one is overly concerned” I was met with a caring, but firm “there’ll be no IVF cycle Kate.” I was told the drug treatment involved could ‘feed’ any potential cancer.
That was it. I ended up in my Gynaecologist’s rooms for a breast examination. I told him I wanted the lumps out, no big deal “just get rid of them.” After telling me “there’s been a huge increase in the number of younger women undergoing unnecessary invasive procedures since the cases of Kylie Minogue and Jane McGrath” he decided to give in to my demand for a referral and sent me to his ‘mate’, who just happens to be one of the most highly-respected breast specialists in the region.
Dr D and his staff had done their homework on me before my initial consultation – films, pathology results etc.. I had an incredible sense of calm on entering their rooms and just knew I was in good hands. This was immediately obvious when he found that mysterious lump everyone could feel and no-one could actually find. On seeing that lump displayed on the screen I didn’t know whether to cry or scream. All I could say was “thank you.” He did a fine needle biopsy then and there. We agreed that should it come back as something even slightly suspicious, he’d get rid of it during the surgery to remove the bigger lump. The operation was booked for around a week later.
Extra Padding
10 Apr






